Monday, June 30, 2008
i've never worked so many hours of OT before until last friday. i worked till 6am on saturday morning. all along i tot they will employ some full-time designer to design their stuffs. but they din. they depend on me. a student who has never taken designing course and gotten 2/100 for her art in secondary school. i hate art. im never good at drawing. if you ask me stuffs about music or IT or business, maybe i can give u some answer. but designing..is really not my forte. yet i was doing a job of a full-time designer when i din even get half the pay of a full-time designer. tot about quitting? u bet i did. but i just din wanna throw them the mess and leave. they will probably be having trouble. they said i took a very long time to do the designing. previous designers took 2 days and i took 2months. well, i din work as many hours as them. and everytime i go to work, there are editing and alterations to be done so how to move on to the other stuffs? they dislike this and that and want me to implement blah and bloo inside so i did. den the boss go "this is so ugly." so sth that got approved by one, got disapproved by another. so changes are still being made. so 2 weeks ago, the boss is supposed to tell me where to make the final changes. but he nv did. and it all came at one shot on friday night. yea they sent me home at 6am alright. very unwillingly with a very black face. im not an expert in photoshop or illustrator. everything i noe comes from googling. still im not very good at it. i dunno the short-cut methods to many stuffs and im using the really novice way to do the designs. plus the loading time of the program. they are getting a good deal out of me yet they think i dun deserve the amount of pay. well..this wun go too far. i wun be a designer. i din study 5 years of BizIT to be a designer.
ok aside from the work stuffs, i think i should go on a diet! haven been exercising much and we're supposed to book for napfa soon. gosh. i need to run. and lose some weight.
i will survive. 10:52 AM
