Sunday, July 22, 2007
to someone.
maybe to u, im like a passerby. someone who will eventually leave ur life someday. actually i cant rem how i got to noe u in da first place. but yea we juz did. and somehow got closer. when u ran, i got worried and waited. i told u to let me run with u the next time u wanna run. when i saw the cuts on ur arms, my heart dropped. i dunno how to react. dunno how to take da pain away from u. often i felt as helpless as u are cuz u were equally confused bout wad u were doing. but i let it be da last time. i noe u dun like ppl to fuss over u. den things happened. sch started we drifted. u said inevitable. dunno y i felt a pang of sadness. i'll usually tot of u when im down. i dunno how it is for u. we haf a very special friendship i realise. it's something u can nv haf with another person. once i tot u were drifting off to someone else. i tot "yea ok. im cool wit dat" but im surprised u started msging me again. ok i dunno wad im typing anymore. anyway. when u told me dat juz now, i felt lost again. tears came but it nv fell so dun worry. i really wanna help u but i dunno how. the more u escape the more i cant do anything. i cant stop u from doing anything u wan. but yea. it juz hurts to see u doing wadever u're doing. i cant help it im sorry. anyone would feel hurt if they care. i dun tink it's a mistake to let me noe cuz i oredi knew it. im juz sad dat it's still continuing. i hope it's juz a passing phase. we'll go thru it tog aiites? =) dun brood over me. im all good.
11:39 PM
