Friday, July 14, 2006
caught pirates of carribean ytd. was fantastic compared to the movies i've caught past few times. i finally got my black shirt for comp/concert. after dat we went Han's. wow..a memorable place! esp for me. and to end off the day..we went to esplanade. going there is like..a memory lane? every step i take i will be reminded of many friends and buddies that i've gone through life with. my worst bawling happened there. my happiest moments with sfms gang there. the best concert i been to is at there too. mrs fields is there too. longest talk in entire life happened there. i miss the time when i first went to eski bar and couldn't stayed long cuz i cant stand smokers =x no offence. den me hiangx fish marc were hungry. we walked to lau pat sat and the stalls were closed. so we decided to walk to esplanade. we laid down on the performance area and crapped. den to makansutra and lastly home by 3am? dat was last yr. and the times we will go down to bedok 85 for supper..a whole grp of us ordering lots of food. gobbling down like hungry wolves.
i miss scolding hiang =x miss staring at him whenever he put up his legs on bus n he will put it down after i stared. miss scolding him badly whenever he use vulgarities. we used to quarrel so much. i can't stand his GL-ness. can't stand rudeness. and i saw how he changed. =) u are starting to grow up le hiang. my buddy..come hm to us and we'll kbox/pool/steamboat! the usuals! fishy..next wed i tink chances of me going is HIGH. =P prissy..ni zai na liiiiiii! i miss u! the one who stood by me when the worst happened to me last year! meet up soon kaes?
one more person..i miss alot alot alot but will nv be back. went thru alot alot tog..but hai..heaven been unfair to u. the road u took as a solution pains my heart even up to today. i've helped and tried to take the worse things from ur shoulders..but it was in vain. den i juz watched..in the end i watched how u fall so badly u can't pick urself up. i've almost nv tok about u in my blog. cuz tinking of u makes it so painful. i can cry everytime i do. dun tell me maybe it's better now dat things are lidat. no..it's not..u dunno the wad u've left behind are nothing but sorrows. whenever i tink bk..i blame myself..for not helping more. for not doing my best..for even thinking of ignoring everything n juz lead my own life. im sorry..if only i can turn bk time..if only...i wun let u go like tis. the heartache u cause..never seems to fade. i miss collon-ing wit u..='( 8:14 AM
