Thursday, May 19, 2005
been a while since i last blogged..but well..too much has happened lately dat keeps everyone on the edge. the chalet..well..was looking forward to it actually but dun understand why some ppl muz make a big fuss outta it..do it ur way..u oso dun like..do it our way oso dun like..are u out to make trouble? I dunno man..but found out more things after dat big shout-out on monday..i din do anything to u man..y keep picking on me? u jealous issit? but the big shock from me was dat she been bad-mouthing me since last yr..wow..to tink we hardly noe each other..and i still got a good impression of u. Big mistake on my part..huge judgement problem. as for a guy friend..well..dunno whether we are still frens..yeah..scolded him something i probably shouldn't but well..doubt he even noe how it feels and how pressurised it is..and how much she bad-mouth me..saddening to see my frens are actually keeping quiet abt it and nt standing up for me..nt dat i expect them to. Tried to get him to see who she really is but wad came back from him was disappointing and saddening. I dunno wad's going on in our class anymore but if our friendships are going to be twirled around a person's finger..den..well..i guess there's nothing much to reminisce. Be it my fault or your fault..it's all in the past. Hate me or love me..it's ur choice..i got no control over it but wadever it is..life still goes on..with frens or not..
10:35 PM
